Monday, October 10, 2016

Questions, Questions.

Have you ever feel like you're starting to catch a feeling?
Yeah. That happened.

It's so confusing.

When you didn't see it coming
You know you're not ready to feel love
After what happened,
after what you've been through.

It baffles me.

How...
You know the scar is still there,
and it's feels wrong-
'cause you feel like you don't deserve it.

It's so confusing.

When his presence makes you happy.
When you get that warm feeling inside,
just by talking to him.
When you feel that burned sensation
as you see him talking to someone else.

It's weird.

Because you don't want to ruin the friendship
that is already built.
But you just can't control the feelings
Being in a dilemma,
knowing there are so many things to consider
and all the 'what ifs' that haunts you.

The thought of love is confusing.

Am I in love?
Or just a temporary desire
that will soon be my instant regret,
for letting it dominating my mind?

An irony

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