Saturday, September 30, 2017

Perfect.

I've seen him in his vulnerable state,
I've seen him when he thought he was weak,
I've seen him tearing.

He says guys can't cry,
He says guys have to act strong,
He said that to conceal his feelings.

Little did he know
That I hate seeing him sad,
I hate it when he start calling himself a failure,
And I hate the fact that he doesn't realise that he's my everything.

Little did he know
That I love how he really cares about others,
I love how he has the will to strive,
And I really love that gentle side of him.

I've seen him when he was at his lowest,
And he is perfect.

Thursday, August 31, 2017

Catching Feelings

A weird feeling,
It's not uneasy-
But it's a little eerie.

Being afraid of what will happen
If I let this be
Not sure if I should stay or run.

A good feeling that I can finally open up,
About the past that keeps haunting me
But being too scared that I'll be left alone
Just like before.

Getting the butterflies
That I thought was long gone
Feeling the warmth of my heart again,
After being frozen for years.

Being so confused whether this is right,
Or just a temporary feeling.
Being unsure whether this will work out,
Or will end up as tragedy.

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

The Feelings

A year has passed.
The scar that was so painful,
The memories that were so vivid,
The heart that was broken...
Doesn't feel so bad anymore.

I thought the healing process is progressing.
I thought the memories are starting to fade.
I thought...
I can love again.

Until one day I happened to come across our photos,
and Facebook memories showed me your face,
and the radio played the song you used to sing for me.

Oh...
So...
It's still there.
The feelings.

An irony

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