Thursday, December 27, 2018

Help me understand

I don't understand.
You've been coming to my dreams. For a few days in a row -- almost a week. What does that mean?

You know, things are messy here.
It's been days, and the pain won't go away.
Believe me, I try to keep myself busy so that the thought of you stays hidden.
But there's always things that remind me of you. Either it's your scent, some things that I accidentally do, anything.

I'm trying to let go of you...
But the universe won't let me.

I may be quiet, but I notice everything.
You're getting closer with that girl.
She's slowly becoming a part of your world, eh?
Well... if she can make you forget about me completely, then good on you
...I guess...

Hey,
People are looking for you.
Yes, our old gang.
Ever since you decided to stick with your new circle, your old circle is looking for you.
Through me.
I've tried to invite you to come and hang out with us
Some tried too, and you didn't say anything.
I know you're doing that to avoid meeting me, but they miss you.
They told me they want our old circle back together.
It hurts me, cause this won't happen if we're fine.

I don't understand...
Everything.
Why?
Why is it so hard to get over you?
Why do you keep coming to my dreams?
Why are things so messy now?
Why do we have to ruin all of this?
Why do I have to witness many friendships and relationships broken?

Help me understand...

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