An irony

Picking up the pieces that shattered,
I’m trying to fix myself again.
Learned that at the end of the day,
I’m the only one that I can rely on.

Had some of the best memories with you,
What a shame you tore it apart.
Wanting to leave things clear between us,
Didn’t know that you’d twist everything.

You said “I want to fix myself first”,
But you ended up visiting your past.
It’s funny how I’m not even surprised,
I just thought age has changed you.

I trusted you
When you said you were serious.
Until I found out that you told her the same thing
If you weren’t sure, then why begin?

Then you said “sorry I couldn’t fight my personal issue”,
But it looks like you did it purposely.
It has become addictive to you,
You don’t want to stop until you overdose.

Maybe it’s for the best.
Maybe I’m not meant for you.
I guess it’s alright,
As long as she loves you.